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Sunday, November 18 // 0 narnian
Assalamualaikum As yalls know, life isn't end with a happy ending. The more we live, the more we will discover the world with no justice. Justice isn't really important nowdays. People oftenly get job and gain more money. What should we say ? Yeah, make money. Yup. The world need money, money need people, people need money. No where to go. Its all about the money. But money can't buy the happiness. Remember that. Nowdays, money can buy the happiness. Why ? Dunno. I don't want to think, I don't wanna know. Just let it be. Omaiigodd, imma getting tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo dizzy. ZzzzZ. Haha. So, hows Penang ? Bored. Hard Rock Hotel ? Bored. Laksa Penang ? Bored. Ferry ? Bored. Penang Hill ? Totally bored. Take a bath ? What u idiot ?! Haha. This is shhhoooooooooooooooooooooo pathetic, people. Seriously. Why ? Dunno. Am i the one who felt this way ? Anyone ? Woee, imma alone. Please anyone ? Oh you ?! Oh thanks :D dumb-ass. Sometimes, you just wanna have some space or what else do we call ? No ? Okay. Space. Let's see what can we talk about space. Err woee dude, my parents gave me a lot of space okay. HAHA. This is not about my family problem and whatsoever. NO. Its about my space in da world. Maybe some of you who read this entry might think, "This girl shouldn't think this way" "Yo b**** ya so pathethic?" "C'mon you girl, you shouldn't felt this way. You shouldn't. You're too young to felt this" - Thanks guys. Idk. Feels so empty. Hey, Empty by Click 5 just played in my mind. Okay ? Get it ? Good. Hey 2012, u gotta be kidding me yo. This is tough. I couldn't make it. Imma not strong anymore. Not like 2011. I gotta it all. But not today, not this year babeh. Just me. Me. Alone. Again. Yeah. Not my rules anymore. Its not what i planned. Ruin. Thank you. My feeling and emotions were (not surprisingly) mixed up. Like everything is not right these few weeks.
One thing that I've learned through out my breakdown, fall out and depression is that sometimes it's not enough to just feel grateful with everything that you have. But you have to be patience with the things that life spit at you as well. You may not like certain things that life offers you now, but later you'll realized why it happened that way. But you just have to be patience to know the reason why.
I came to realized that nothing in life was made perfect. Maybe today you welcomed the birth of a new member in the family but somewhere out there, someone might be crying his eyes out knowing that his loved one had gone forever. Maybe today you achieved something that is beyond your expectation but on the other side of the world, someone might already gave up in themselves. And in the end, we will experienced all that. It's just the matter of time. And everyone is unconsciously waiting for their turn to feel the sweetness or maybe the bitterness of their life. But the sad thing is, we never realized this. All we ever care about is being happy. We stressed too much about that without wanting to get hurt. But the truth is, you can't have the rainbow without a little rain.
xoxo,
Zarith Sofee
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